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Chapter 19

Shehnaaz was not talking with sidharth as he scolded her . It's not new but this time he crossed his limit by scolding her infront of the family . Everytime they fight it was always between them never they fought infront of others , they always maintained their privacy but this time Sidharth was frustrated because Shehnaaz recovered fully after a month , her mother has gone two days before . He was under constant stress about her health but she is starting to be careless again .

Shehnaaz asked him to buy samosa for evening snacks . " Acha suno ate jab samose le ana , mera na bahut man kar raha hein " Shehnaaz said . As he was going out to buy medicines for his father .

( Listen , bring the rissole while coming )

Sidharth lost his patience at her demand and scolded her infront of everyone in their living room . Their house help was also present , now Shehnaaz was sitting in her room and completing her notes .

" Nahi pagal vagal hogaye ho kya ? Samaj nahi ata bahar ka nahi khana , parsu tak tabiyat kharab thi phir bhi akal nahi aye tumko , yeh bacho jaise zid karna chod do varna ek lafa padega ab " Sidharth scolded her .

( Are you out of your mind don't you understand to avoid junk food . Your health was not well the whole month , don't act like a kid and stop your stubborness otherwise I will slap you )

Shehnaaz eyes teared up and she left their room feeling utterly humiliated by her own husband .

Anil intervined and warned " Sidharth kya hogaya hein tumko , itna kyun gussa kar rahe ho bachi par . Nahi lana tho mana kardo lakin limit cross mat karo samje aur yeh kya naya natak laga rakha hein hath utouge bachi par haa ? " .

( What happened to you , why are you getting so angry on her ? If you don't want to bring just say no why are crossing your limit ? What is this new drama , are you going to slap her ? )

" Arey nahi papa , mein tho isehe bola . Mein kyun marunga usko " Sidharth tried to explain but his words twisted and his concern was misunderstood .

( No dad I didn't mean it , I was just simply saying why will I beat her ? )

" Isehe kuch bhi bolego , jo ku me aya . Chote bhai hein , baap baita hein koi sharam izat hein ya nahi " Sidharth stood silently now mumbling a sorry to his father he went out thinking gharwale tho hein isme itna kyun bhadak rahe hein .

( From when you are speaking nonsense , don't you have any shame left or respect for your father I'm sitting here and you dare to talk nonsense infront of me )

Shehnaaz was avoiding him and didn't came out of their room . She even avoided dinner saying she is not hungry will eat later , she didn't came out to serve them not to check upon them .

How could he say that he will beat her ? She knows he will never do that then why saying infront of others ?

She was feeling low as her heart was sad , she was not interested in the assignment anymore . Her eyes are filling remembering how he shouted at her infront of everyone .

She would have not minded this much if it was done just between two of them . She would take it as their regular quarel between the couple but crossing limit infront of others is disrespectful , which she is never going to tolerate .

" Shehnaaz yaar ab tu ise mu fula kar baitegi ? Papa ne bahut data mujhe " He asked , Shehnaaz ignored him and moved to other side doing her assignment .

( You are still upset , already dad has scolded me )

" Madam tho sachme gussa hein " Sidharth mumbled to himself .

( Madam is really angry )

" Shehnaaz , dinner kar le " he brought her dinner knowing she is not ready to leave their room . Shehnaaz ignored him again , she lost her appetite hearing his words earlier .

( Have dinner )

" Pyaar se samjha raha hu tho ab jada horaha hein tera " he said as she was not responding to him and his father scolded him still he was trying to talk to her .

( I'm talking sweetly so you are overdoing now )

" Pehele sabke samne insult karo phir akele me aake pyaar se samjao , bahut sahi hein " Shehnaaz said in a sarcastic tone .

( First insult me infront of everyone and now in privacy you talk sweetly , very good )

" Kya insult kiya ? Tere dimak me koi baat guste hein sidhe se " he asked keeping the plate on the side table .

( What insult ? You never understand anything in a straight way )

" Sab ke samne chilaya mujh pe , badme pyaar se bhi tho samjha sakte the na " she said looking into his eyes .

( You scold me infront of everyone , later you could have make me understand )

" Kab tak pyaar se samjao tujhe haa , tujhe khud samjhna chahiye na " he said , he can see she was hurt but he wants her to be careful .

( You should understand yourself untill when I will make you understand things ) 

" Mujhe nahi samaj ata , teri jitna akal nahi hein mujhme " she snapped back at him .

( I don't understand because I'm not smart like you )

" Sab ke samne insult kiya aur marne ki damki de " she cried again .

( You insulted me infront of everyone and threatened to beat me if I disobey you )

" Kaisa insult yaar yeh tho apne he family hein , tu kyun itna jada sonch re hein haa " he said taking her hand in his to calm her down .

( What insult , this is our family why are thinking so deeply ? )

" What if I do the same , don't you feel insulted infront of your own brothers and father " Shehnaaz said and he felt speechless .

Hearing her words he felt her pain , ofcourse he would have felt insulted if she ever say a word against him infront of any third person . He would always wish and expect her to take his side no matter if he is wrong or right infront of any other person .

Here they are his own people still he felt as humiliated just thinking about it but Shehnaaz , she came to this home after marrying him . She trusted him to protect her and make her feel safe and when he fails to keep her dignity by insulting her infront of everyone and making her feel low or a laughing stock for others . He instantly regretted his actions .

" I'm sorry " Sidharth said feeling guilty and very bad for her .

" Promise me you will never raise your voice at me infront of others *Third person* " Shehnaaz said , she likes his this quality of him . He is very understanding partner , always listen to her and understand her point of view to get a clarity .

" I promise and I'm sorry " he said again pulling her into his arms , hugging her side way . Shehnaaz cried in his arms fisting his shirt collar and complaining to him about his earlier action , how it hurted her and how she felt .


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